Secret of your past

I wonder if it's really good to keep your past life as a secret. Perhaps it's a dark secret that we might refuse to recall.  yeah i do keep a dark secret which i refuse to tell anyone especially those who just came into my life. Let's just keep it that way. But it's even more painful if the secret is out from other resources. Hopefully it won't come out anyhow or anyway!

Internet can be hurtful sometimes.  Searching people through internet, finding things that we don't want people to find.  Well, how do we stop invading other people's privacy if it seems so interesting?  We're not angels with purest good heart.  We're human beings...

: )

Letting go

Letting go... Once a friend told me that letting go is easier said than done.  I met someone who was married ( or shall i say still married) to my late uncle who died at 29 few years ago.  He was very dear to us. I shed a tear to listen to her struggling period in trying to let her husband go. I figured that she still can't let go but she's accepting. 'Redha'.

I look at my husband, silently I prayed to Allah, semoga panjang umur suamiku, dan mencintaiku sepenuh hatinya hingga ke nafasku yang terakhir. Ameen...

Blog is renewed.

this is my first blog since the last time i quit writing it.  i have so many things in mind.  writing my thoughts, expressing my feelings, and sharing my experience.

it has always been "us". tonight i'm all "me".  it's giving me a chance to look back at my past life, what is leading me here at where i  stand now...

i used to think that why do i have to face so much pain in my life. i once thought that all those hurtful period was  so excruciating.  but now i know that there's still a lot of them are even more unfortunate than me... i've learnt to smile... and i'm glad... : )