Letting go

Letting go... Once a friend told me that letting go is easier said than done.  I met someone who was married ( or shall i say still married) to my late uncle who died at 29 few years ago.  He was very dear to us. I shed a tear to listen to her struggling period in trying to let her husband go. I figured that she still can't let go but she's accepting. 'Redha'.

I look at my husband, silently I prayed to Allah, semoga panjang umur suamiku, dan mencintaiku sepenuh hatinya hingga ke nafasku yang terakhir. Ameen...