I'm not being myself lately. I'm married to the most wonderful person I've ever known all my life... Sometimes I feel that he's so kind and I don't deserve him. I'm spoilt! I feel so sad... It's not like I don't love him but I feel there's something missing in our lives. We may seem like so perfect for each other for a fact that we both can't resist one another but... I'm sad because we haven't been given a child after almost 3 years we've been together. Owh God why... We both are good with children, he loves to play with them while I love to take care of them, and I think we both are ready to have one... But what's wrong with us? Why can't we have one now?
Now I feel out of place...Turning green with envy, all of them are happy with a complete family... I hate it so much when I have to wait... All my life is all about waiting. I realize that I got all the best things in my life but to get there, I had to WAIT... Waiting has caused suffering... Yeah people can ask me to be patience... Waiting will teach us patience. May I ask them back, for how long?
But then again maybe we're not given a child because we're not ready... But the thing is, when will we be ready then? I'm not getting even younger right?
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