On the Edge

Now, I'm so afraid to live. Sounds like so dramatic.  But yeah... Recently there's a tsunami occured in Japan. I heard a lot of scary stuff...  It's pretty much affected me.  Are we really getting so much closer to the Judgement Day? Kiamat memang dah sangat dekat ke? Ermm... I'm making a progress to be a good Muslim but it's only a little progress.  I often screwed up especially when it comes to being a good daughter and wife.  CHANGE... Yeap, I need to make a change. Now or never.  My starting point Insya-Allah would be to pray earlier than usual.

Lately my other half gets edgy easily... I might not be a perfect wife but how I wish that I won't be the one who causes him to be such way.  We don't have huge fight or anything like that but we often have small fights over a silly thing.  I do know that we still love each other and can't resist one another.  Maybe I need to learn to have more patience and to have more faith.  May Allah bless us... Ameen...